A broken soul she was..

A broken soul she was,

Lost in the delusion of this world..

Eyes filled with pain and no more to gain..

He then appeared to hold her together,

He was doing it so well that it all seemed unreal..

 

He too decided to leave..

But as he walked away,

He could not endure the pain he felt..

For her pain was now his too..

Eyes filled with tears of guilt,

He held her up again,

Offering her to walk the journey

together..

To heal my wounds..

I fell in love with his imperfections..
Behind his anger was hidden his softness..
His attitude matched fire..
Yet his heart like a calm river..
His eyes so deep.. Oh I could not resist drowning myself..!
His mesmerising voice felt like a sweet kiss to my soul..
As if he only spoke to heal my wounds..

She once lit herself..

She lit herself for the light to reach her loved ones..

But for how long more can this candle last..?

The flame has now reached the bottom..

To erase her existence..🔥

For she once lit herself for the light

to reach her loved ones..

You once were..

You once were a bud..
Then you grew and you blossomed to become a flower..
So fragile, so delicate yet you were left and forgotten to be watered..
You waited and waited..
your petals dispersed slowly leaving you withered..

In the Silence…

In the silence of the darkest night..
In the light of the shining stars..
In the presence of the moon..
I reflect upon my life.. sitting in my room..

There are some secrets I keep..
Some lies I tell..
Some tears I shed..
While dying inside but showing a smile instead..

The day brings new sadness..
The night is aware of my madness..
In the day.. I tell lies..
But the night hears my cries..

This life is my journey..
But Death is my destiny..

Kia Karam Ho Gaya..

Kia karam ho gaya mujh per,
Jo mujhey Rab nei Muhammad (Salallahu Alayhi Wasalam) ki ummati banaya hai..

Mein khaak thi, maghar jab se nisbat joori meri Mustafa (Salallahu Alayhi Wasalam) se,
meri auqaat badal gayi hai..

Halima

Ya ALLAH..

I’m here sitting in the dark trynna find peace and light in this fake world,
But I’ll only get this in the after life and my real world..

Ya Allah guide me through this unknown path to my destination..
Bless me with a right partner
to walk this journey with me to Jannah..

Ya Allah take away from my heart all desires of this duniya,
Make me lose myself in your love..

I’m still a stranger to my own people waiting to depart from this place forever,,
This pain is hard to endure, but I know you’ll make it better..

The separation is reaching its extent..
Ya Allah call me to yourself!
Take every chance of sinning away from me and forgive me for the sins I’ve committed up till now..

Ya Allah I’m a big sinner but you are the FORGIVER, the MERCIFUL Lord!
I am nothing but YOU are EVERYTHING,,
Ya Allah you are not in need of me but I truly am in need of your mercy!

Ya Allah add my name in the names of the lovers of the beloved Rasoolullah (Salallahu Alayi Wasalam)
And let me drown in the ocean of the beloved (Salallahu Alayi Wasalam )’s love..

Halima

Ya Rasoolullah (صلی اللہ علیہ وسلم) Call Me To Madina Paak

Ya Rasoolullah (Salallahu Alayhi Wasalam) call me to Madinna paak..

I sit on the prayer mat praying with tears running down my cheeks
yearning to be called to madina Paak and
see the blessed city and Sabz Ghumbad..

Ya Rasoolullah (Salallahu Alayhi Wasalam) call me to Madina Paak..

Oh Allah’s Messenger!
I want to smell the fragrance of yours in the blessed streets of Madina Paak..
Oh My King shower your mercy upon this servant of yours,
call this sinful soul to your Palace..

My days and night pass in the hope of being called to Madina Munawwara one day
And see the blessed city with my eyes..

Oh beloved king the pain is reaching its extent,
My soul cries in this separation,
Oh’ Beloved hear my plea 🙏

Ya Rasoolullah (Salallahu Alayhi Wasalam) call me to Madina Paak..

Halima